1:47 p.m., Jul. 18, 2003
No word on teh interview. I am indifferent at this point. No it's not true of course. I will be really disappointed though if I won't get this job. I try not to set my hopes up but it's hard not to, and Mike is like oh if u don't get it it's okay. No it's not. Anyway. No use talking about it. Here's a poem. Sorry, not in English. I wrote it yesterday. I don't know why. But my diary is a good place to store it. --- Mne prihodyat na um chujie slova Eto znachit lish` to chto poka � ya jiva I sredi belyh sten I neonovyh lamp Menya greut odni lish` slova. Ya chitau stihi v neuutnom ugle Mne skazali chto novyi tvoi stil` na nule I ya chuvstvuu eto umom I chutyem No ty car` daje s ranoi v kryle Mne citaty zachem-to prihodyat na um I zachem-to ya plachu � ot gorestnyh dum A moi yan� smotrit fil`m pro zombicheskii strah A ya zdes` - ty pribav` odin k dvum. V obshem brat, ely-paly, takie dela U menya netu kryl, ty lishilsya kryla Ty poesh` chto poesh`, naplevav na svoi dvor A menya � greut te je slova. I kuda mne teper`, ya ne viju puti Govoryat mne � idi, cel` ved` v tom chtob pridti No kuda? Net otveta, I smysla nema Ty buddist, ya evreika, prosti.
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