Slacking off my diary writing. Damn, I feel so stressed. It's unending stress. No, it's ending. In 3 weeks. That's it folks, 3 weeks is all I have to get my stuff together. And Im working on it. Day and night, I am in this darn college. And I'm doing internship. And it's just a non-stop madness cycle. And my eyes are probably going to rapidly decline after sitting behind that PC for HOURS with no end. And it's a first time ever when I feel - damn this Memorial Day! Because school is closed and I can't work on my projects. It's the first time ever when I am going to go to school on Sunday to work on them. And in conclusion it's just madness. But I'm getting there. More or less. And the grad meeting was like - oh, yeah, better stay on top of things, every quarter we have at least 2 ppl who don't graduate. GEESH. How's that for encouragement.

Anyway. I am doing fine. Just really tired. And slightly cross-eyed. And didn't exersice for 2 days in a row due to being in school for so long. And Mike is not terribly supportive because he got his own work problems. And we're just two separate beings right now, just dealing with our problems on our own. Is that what's marriage is all about? I don't know. I mean, I guess it's not bad - I could be really annoyed if he was asking too many questions, but wouldn't hurt sometimes if he at least tried. But then again - his work is our income right now, our only income. I can't blame him for feeling stressed.

I guess we'll have to live through this month and then it all will be better.